THE SUSPENSION OF
DISBILIEF
Du suspenSun uv disbilEf
by
Paul Stought
Updated
112505
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Unifon |
Traditional spelling |
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I supOz Du fcst
tIm wE ekspirEunst Du suspenKun uv disbilEf wuz wen wE fInuly trustud Dat qr
muDc wuz gQiN tU fEd us - wiDqt us krIiN qr heds xf. lAtc
wE submitud tU skUliN bikoz wE wc tOld - bI qr trustud eldcz - Dat sumdA wE kCd
Uz wot wE lcnd. . . . wiTqt Du suspenKun uv disbilEf wE kCd not hav
rilijun; kCd not enjQ u bCk uv fikSun, kCd not trust u bCk uv fakt. I
spent yirz studEiN nU Aj bilEfs. hundreds uv dolcz uv bCks or xn mI
Selvz az . . . u testumunt tU mI depT uv intcust. I
hav sins disIdud I wuz in pursUt uv Du wel nOn wIld gUs. uDcz wil disugrE. I dU not rigret haviN KAst Du wIld
gUs. it pruvIdud mE wiT untOld qrz uv intcustiN
rEdiN; trips tU fasunAtiN konfcunsuz; DE ukwAntuns uv menE wundcful pEpul.
I wCd nq bE unwelkum in Der midst, bikoz I wCd - bI mI prezuns - bE u disrupSun,
u Kalunj, u kritik. . . . hU |
I suppose the
first time we experienced the suspension of disbelief was when we finally
trusted that our mother was going to feed us -
without us crying our heads off. Later we submitted to schooling
because we were told - by our trusted elders - that "someday" we
could use what we learned. . Without the
suspension of disbelief we could not have religion: could not enjoy a book of
fiction; could not trust a book of fact. I spent years studying New Age
beliefs. Hundreds of dollars worth of books are on my shelves as . a testament to my depth of interest. I
have since decided I was in pursuit of the well known wild goose.
Others will disagree. I do not regret having chased the wild
goose. It provided me with untold hours of interseting reading; trips to
fascinating conferences; the aquaintance of many wonderful people. I
would now be unwelcome in thier midst, because I would - by my presence - be
a disruption, a challenge, a critic. . Who can believe a
new alphabet can supplant one that is centuries old? Yet I remember
reading about a single Chinaman who was responsible for providing the ability
to read to the millions of poor uneducated Chinese in his country. Not
only in his day, but for centuries to come. Let us suspend disbelief one more
time. Maybe we can find our own wise "Chinaman". |